Nixzmary Brown, 7 years old, is dead and everybody cares about her now. Her mother and step-father care now because they are in jail, her neighbors care now and wish they had done more to help her, her siblings cared and tried to tell what was going on but were fearful, her doctor cares now, her school cared and tried to help her, Mayor Bloomberg cares now and Agency for Children’s Services (ACS) Commissioner John Mattingly cares now.
All the caring and not caring is too late now; Nixzmary needed this caring a long time ago. She never wanted to be a headline; she never wanted to be the reason everybody is making excuses today; she never wanted to be the reason her “parents” will probably go to prison; she never wanted to be the reason her 5 brothers and sisters will probably grow up in foster care. No, she just wanted to be loved and nurtured but the people and the city that were supposed to take care of her did not do it.
So Nixzmary died on January 11, 2006, beaten, starved, sexually abused, 36 pounds at 7 years old, tied to a chair in the bedroom, using a litter box for a bathroom, making excuses for her “parents” all along.
The parents: mother, Nixzaliz Santiago, came to the U.S. from Puerto Rico. She met the step-father Cesar Rodriguez only 2 years ago. She had several children already but he is said to be the father of the 2 youngest and a child she miscarried recently, whose fetus she kept in a jar in the bedroom. This is a woman who wanted more children but could not care for or protect the ones she already had.
Nixzmary was a targeted child. Although the other 5 children were removed from the home it was obvious that Nixzmary was the one targeted by both parents. None of the other children were physically abused and starved to the extent she was, although there are reports a sister was also sexually abused. Targeting children for abuse is discussed further in Part 4 of the child abuse series on the NVFC. According to Jim Cameron, former director of New York State’s Child Protective Services, “in many cases, the scapegoated child is often adopted or a stepchild of the abuser – and the parent feels his or her behavior is more justified because of it.” “If they are not the biological parent, there could be a lack of attachment to that particular child, feeling that that child is separate from the new family,” said Allison Bressler, director of programs for Joe Torre Safe at Home.
Some quotes from articles in the New York Daily News:
From a neighbor
Eventually, Santiago confessed that Rodriguez would beat her. The neighbor counseled her to leave him but “she wanted to have a baby from him,” she said. By late November, Santiago was eight months pregnant, the neighbor said. The neighbor said she knew the kids had a rough life. At Christmas, tenants chipped in for dolls and action figures after Santiago complained that Rodriguez wouldn’t let her buy gifts. From time to time, she would spot a bruise or bump on one of the children – but it was always explained away by their mom. “She said the kids fell. She never told me it was him,” the neighbor said. “If I knew that, I would have called the police. They had an excuse for everything.”
This same neighbor the night Nixzmary was found dead
“Her face – it didn’t look like her no more,” she said. The neighbor said she looked at Santiago and demanded, “What happened to her face?” The mother offered an unforgivable response: “She did it to herself,” she lied.
From Nixzmary’s sister
During a closed-door interview at Public School 256, Selena bravely unmasked her stepdad as a brutal child abuser, the documents show, misspelling the father’s name. “Cedar did it,” Selena said as she pointed to a nearby window – a valuable clue that Nixzmary didn’t fall on “a piece of wood” as an older sibling and Rodriguez claimed. Unsure what Selena meant, an ACS caseworker asked her a second time. “Cedar did it,” Selena repeated.
From Nixzmary’s brother
Nearly eight months before a 7-year-old Brooklyn girl was killed, the girl’s older brother told a school guidance counselor looking into her frequent absences that she had “burnt her hand, hurt her leg and fell out of bed,” the authorities said yesterday.
From the principal of Nixzmary’s school
“Stepparent beats mother and he is intimidating,” it reads. “Mother is withdrawn and passive, taking no action to protect herself or children.” “Stepparent recently hit Nixzmary, causing laceration on her forehead and a bruised eye.” The account concludes by noting that the principal had “serious concern for their [the children’s] immediate safety.”
From Nixzmary’s step-father
Nixzmary’s stepdad, Cesar Rodriguez, who was charged with second-degree murder in her death, told police that the little girl was “wild,” pulling her siblings’ hair, throwing food on the floor – and having the nerve to eat her parents’ yogurt.
From Nixzmary herself
Perry Robinson, 49, said his 11-year-old cousin would play with Nixzmary in a nearby park. “I saw her with welts on her arms, and limping as she was walking,” Mr. Robinson said. He said that she told him that she had fallen. Other times, she explained the injuries differently, saying that Mr. Rodriguez had struck her, and had threatened that if she told anyone, he would kill her and her mother, Mr. Robinson said.
From the Agency for Children’s Services
The Daily News grills ACS chief John Mattingly about his agency’s failure to save the life of a tortured 7-year-old β We let her down badly, he says.
Now her grandmother Maria Gonzalez from Puerto Rico has the painful task of preparing for Nixzmary’s funeral, just like other grandparents who were helpless to intervene have had to do for other children like Evelyn Miller, Teketria Buggs, Alejandra Gutierrez and Harold Cheyenne Harris. Our sympathies go to her and other members of the family who are helping to lay Nixzmary to rest, never to be abused again.
“Oh, my God, she is going to look like an angel,” the second-grader’s aunt said of the white dress they bought.
Yes, Nixzmary is an angel now.
January 16, 2006 at 9:02 am
I really sympathasize with the grandmother. She was put in an awful situation. I am not sure how long she visited for over the Christmas holidays but I would assume it was for a short trip.
How can a case like this go unnoticed today is beyond me. Like you mentioned, someone should have stepped in a long time ago.
Until people are held accountable for decisions we will continue to hear about Nixzmarys and Christophers for time to come.
January 19, 2006 at 11:30 pm
Nixzmary is gone, but abuses continue all over the country. The pity is that even though she’s dead, the ACS worker assigned to her case would probably receive a slap on the hand, as it appears that her colleagues in the union are standing up for her. An outrage! How serious should the consequences of a union member’s ineptitude be before the union acts in public interest? As the issues of our day unfold we see unions, greatly supported by the liberal media, ruining America with their ineptitude and greed. It is happening in Detroit, and it is happening, now with the death of Nixzmary, in New York. Unfortunately, few liberals will be outraged by this – and the concerns of parents all over the country will not receive media attention. After all, there are political battles to fight, and what is all this fuss about the death of just one hapless 7-year-old?
This is not just the shame of a city. It’s becoming the shame of our sick politics!
January 20, 2006 at 1:26 am
Itβs really a case of nobody cares. Nobody wants to get involved.
The Realistic Pessimist says the best. http://rpess.blogspot.com
He basically tells you that people nowadays are more ready to help a stranger than their own friends and family. The ACS workers are not structured to care and the teachers has not cared for a long time. She died to show us what losers we are but we will never change.
January 23, 2006 at 10:47 am
Hi, I live in Bombay, India. Recently, we had a case of a stepmother abusing a 4-year old girl, fracturing her arm and burning her on her feet and back. It would have gone on longer, but the neighbours found out about it. They broke down the door, gave both parents the thrashing of their lives, and took the child to hospital. Two of the neighbours have offered to adopt the girl.
Now, we are a third-world country, with half our population living in poverty, and no concept of social security. The place where this incident happened is a lower-income locality, where life is an everyday struggle. But the people here still found the time, the courage and the compassion to take a stand.
If this child, Nixzmary Brown, died of abuse, the entire society is responsible. Condemning only the stepfather is akin to saying that Hitler was the only one responsible for the holocaust.
Wake up, people. Let’s learn to be human beings again.
January 23, 2006 at 7:33 pm
@Nilesh
Very well written comment and I am glad people stepped up to the plate in India with the girl. I use to live in Mexico and that seems like a third world country even though it is just across our border.
January 27, 2006 at 5:40 am
I read an article about Cesar’s statement that she prays for Nixzmary. He asked her “why she made it so hard for him.”
The gall of this monster blaming Nixzmary for his predicament now. These kind of animals should never be allowed to reproduce. Think of what kind of environment he will give to his children. And chances are his children will grow up as abusive as he is. Castrate the bastard. I hope he will get what he gave to Nixzmary in prison. Enjoy your hell, Cesar.
January 28, 2006 at 12:03 am
I want to see justice…and I want to see it now…I am very furious…both parents need to
be punished and forget about trial. Take them and beat them thousands times over like they did to poor Nixzmary. When I see my kids watching kids shows doing all the kids stuff and am constantly getting visions of her doing these kids stuff but no she is instead lying dead in a coffin under 6 feet ground. her rights taken all away from non other then the ones that supposed to protect her. Father was all not happy of being a stepfather should have never married a woman with kids.
I believe he married only because she had kids ad within a month because he saw it as a great opportunity to get a dump woman with kids and molest them sexually and beat them and only for this reason from the beginning.
She is so dump, that dirty room was probably only used for him to privately go in and molest them sexually and she never even know what else was going on in that room.
And she feels so much for him when she doesn’t realize he had a sceme of his own for his own personal sick quest.
both should be given brutal justice now.
I am so mad at that mother…how could she…how could she…
she has ran off the shelters before why she did not just get up and go to shelter with kids for protection and for survival.
AAWWWWWHHHHGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111
January 28, 2006 at 2:05 am
It was once said, “The triumph of evil requires good people to do nothing.” I just want to cry for this child. I look back at Jan. 11th and think of where I was that day and how I WISH I was there for her instead, to defend her life against Ceasar. I want so much to crush every bone in his body so he can die painfully as she did. But death is too easy and isn’t the answer for this sick individual. The child wasn’t his so he didn’t care. At least we can say that. But Nixzmary’s own biological mother didn’t do anything about it and ultimately failed her. The system put in place to protect our children failed her. Her family and neighbors failed her. How do we explain this? Ignorance? Cowardess? Nixzmary was brave and we have no excuses to offer this angel. She is beyond it now and living within our hearts. May God protect her and have mercy on this abusive mad man.
January 28, 2006 at 8:03 am
This story of Nixzmary has haunted me since I became aware of it. I cannot even imagine what Nixzmary went through. The screams, the cries, the pain … just unbearable.
John Mattingly should be fired on the spot by Mayor Bloomberg. Then a special task force set up to make a “clean sweep” of the employees at ACS. Every person who had involvement in Nixzmary’s case file should be investigated and action taken. This is a disgrace. We live in the United States of America and this should not happen here. We need to protect our children. Don’t give up readers. Keep the letters coming. Our voices need to be heard.
January 28, 2006 at 11:56 am
[…] Tim Holland’s Military job obviously looked impressive to the adopting agency, and that same job kept police at bay for over six months. In fact some people wanted to give Tim a pass due to his so called high security job. Tim seemed to pull the wool over a lot of peoples eyes but I do not think the detectives ever lost focus. The case seems to have been crawling along at a snail’s pace but authorities have had the Holland’s under their radar since day one, if you ask me the Holland’s stank to high heaven and belong in a jail cell with Cesar Rodriguez. […]
January 30, 2006 at 7:32 am
I’m a women’s studies major and for one of my classes, I’m going to write about the problem with the way the media portrays the situation. I dislike how so much anger is directed towards the mother and the ACS. The FATHER, the MAN needs to be held most accountable. We should not waste time getting angry about the mother’s negligence and the social workers’ negligence. We “accept” abusers as people who are crazy, sadistic, or bad. We think they will always exist and there is nothing we can do about it. We can change sexual and domestic abuse. We just have to get at the root of the problem, instead of blaming mothers and organizations, and hold the Abuser accountable. The abusive father should have been removed from the family, not Nixzmary. I’m half Puerto Rican (and half Filipino) and it upsets me that the abuser was Puerto Rican. Gives my nationality a bad name… Ah, racism, sexual violence, poverty… it would be a miracle if somehow these things were taught to us during high school.
January 30, 2006 at 7:37 am
…that last comment has a few errors in it. The way to end child abuse/ sexual abuse is to talk about it! Someone gets hurt, MAYBE it gets reported, MAYBE it makes the news, the news sensationalizes it, and then everyone forgets what happened. It would be cool if instead of drinking, doing drugs, obsessing over friends and relationships, etc… teenagers and college students tried to become involved in making a difference. It would be nice if people like Howard Stern stopped spreading sexist bullshit around. Sexism, violence against women– much of Nixmary’s abuse and death has to do with feminist issues.
January 30, 2006 at 7:43 am
…in response to Shanna’s anger towards the mother— Nixzaliz Santiago was a battered woman and you do not understand the kind of trauma she experienced being with Cesar Rodriguez. Why are you so angry with the mother? Your anger should be directed towards the abuser, towards the whole system that promotes this kind of violence towards women and children. Try doing some research about domestic violence, the characteristics of battered women, and mothers of sexually abused children, and you won’t be so quick to direct anger at the mother. Yes, it would have been great if the mother went to a women’s shelter to get help, but how do you know what her situation was like? Maybe she felt uncomfortable with her English and felt that those kinds of services were directed at “white” (European-American) women only? Put yourself in her shoes, because MEN do most of the abuse. MALE violence against women is the big picture and it needs to end (first off, quit getting angry at the women!)
January 30, 2006 at 9:55 am
@Estrela
I doubt that her lack of English can be a reason why she did not seek assistance, yes I could see this as a factor had it happened in Nebraska but this was New York so I am sure that almost all the agencies there are at least bilingual.
You are right about MALE violence and that is a big problem that needs to be addressed. But there are many women that also fail their children as seen in this weeks posting, Mary Jean King, Lisa Holland, and Paula Eleazar Mendez. All are mothers who are charged with killing their own children. As for Lisa Holland, her husband Tim has also been charged and I do not have good feeling about either of them. Tim with his strict military background I can see snapping and being the actual muderer of Ricky.
In my book there is no excuse for Nixzaliz, she is an adult and she put her children in danger for a man.
February 3, 2006 at 2:43 pm
Poor little Nixzmary. Chagito’s comment “our voices must be heard” rings true. We must raise the consciousness of society on the issue of child abuse. Nixzmary’s death must not be in vain!
EVERYDAY the number of our dead U.S. military killed in Iraque is tallied in our newspapers across the country. Their loss is tragic. Likewise the number of children killed by abuse and neglect should be published DAILY in all newspapers as a constant reminder to the people of America of the loss of these little innocent ones.
We have all cried and are outraged. We have all said “poor little girl.” Now what do we do? Forget it? Wait another five or ten years for another story like this? Look away and “let the other guy take care of the problems?” Will this horrific story die down and be slowly melted into our own self-absortion once again?
We all need to take a proactive role in keeping this issue in the public arena and /or personally getting involved. Foster a child, be a Big Brother or Big Sister,volunteer at a shelter, a child advocacy center, a church or city outreach program. Report child abuse if you suspect it. Offer to babysit for a stressed mom. Offer help to a mom at the mall, on the street, in a store who may just need an encouraging word or just to have someone hold the door for her. Do something! Anything!
We don’t ever want to forget Nixzmary or any of the innocent angels that keep her company now. Write your state reps, senators, and local leaders. Demand changes, stronger laws against abuse,and more funding to help save these precious little children. Write letters to the editorial section of your newspaper. Work with your church, synagogue or mosque to set up centers to reach out actively to help and educate abused and stressed mothers. They need safe and loving places to go for “time out” & “get aways,” to learn coping skills, parenting skills, self confidence, self esteem, and life-saving choices. Do any of the above things and you will help save the mothers and you will most asuredly save their children.
The quote that Anthony Yensi had in his comments is a lesson we should always keep before us. “The triumhp of evil requires good people to do nothing.”
February 4, 2006 at 3:09 am
Estela hear this…
Mother consealed in front of authorities about bruises on the girl in past and even upon seeing her girl unconsious…she continue this pattern even the morning when Nixzmary was found nonresponsive. So far as I have read she claimed the bruises were caused by Nixzmary herself, she drowned herself…so when was she going to wake up and realize that this was most horrible position she is in and that her girl has just been “MURDERED BY STEPFATHER”. even during finding her child dead she had planned that moment never to make a change and make excuses to the authority and continue living in that environment. COME ON NO ONE IS THAT STUPID! no matter how a battered women syndrome is. and another fact…I come from a home with mother who never spoke english and married to a ruling man and six kids at home and physically abused by biological father. so I know how it is to be in such and environmnt.
so Estela go and speak for yourself.
February 4, 2006 at 9:35 am
Oh and also Estela
MY mom never attended any school in her life.
she was not as stupid and Nixzaliz she did leave my dad three times and last time she left it was 15years ago.
so dont be too quick to assume that you think you know where we are coming from.
February 8, 2006 at 1:41 am
There is no excuse for any parent to allow harm to their child, especially a mother. No excuse is acceptable. She was an innocent child that suffered like nothing we could ever imagine. Why all the rucus now about her death, all this should have been done before she and countless others die!!! Why wait until its to late. Even now as this is being written children are being abused, tortured and murdered by their parents as well. We need stricter laws, better systems and people watching out for others. I shoulda, I coulda is a little late now.
February 11, 2006 at 7:48 am
How— no not how— why in the world is a little 7-year-old girl dead and why didn’t anybody do anything while she was alive… I grew up in Brooklyn and I am 16 years old and I live in CT now and I just wanna know why would you beat a little girl to death for eating a yogurt? I could imagine a spanking for doing something wrong, but tying her to a chair and pretty much molesting her… WHAT IN THE HELL IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??? I have a 10 1/2 month-old daughter and I am never going to do to her what Nixzmary’s parents did to her… and it’s a little late for the “Oh my god, i can’t believe we did this and i can’t belive she’s dead, what can we do for this little girl now?
February 20, 2006 at 10:04 am
Your are missed very much Nixzmary….I wish I had a chance to save you…many eyes are still crying out for you and may god give us strength to move on without you. I wish I had met you so I could have a pleasure of meeting a beautiful child that so many would have adopted in a heartbeat. π¦ so very sad we are…we all will look forward to seeing justice being served. hope otherwise who abuse kids will see this as lesson and change in treating kids with much better care and lots of love.
February 23, 2006 at 1:09 am
“Glory to God in the Highest,
Sing! Glory to God,
Glory to God in the Highest,
And, Peace to his People on Earth” (Haas, 1988)
‘Glory to God [Mass of Light]’ by David Haas
I dedicate this song to the little angel that was murdered. In the Gospel of Luke, the angels sang “Glory to God in the Highest, and peace to all people on Earth”. If only I could have heard her voice just once. I’m certain that the female singer recording of the song does not sound like Nixzmary, but still, just hearing the song makes me want to get up and start dancing with the angels. It can also be a tear jerker.
To get a copy of the recording, visit http://www.giamusic.com, then enter into the search “Mass of Light” and you should find it. It costs about $1.50 to download [I think], but it’s a great song [lots of instruments and harmonics]. Or they may have it at a Christian gift store.
February 28, 2006 at 3:55 am
Comment to Estela about abuse: Please get off the bandwagon of “don’t blame Mom…she was so abused!!” Hey guess what…many mothers including myself have been hurt and abused terribly without, but have enough loved for somone other than ourselves to protect our children. My case involved an incredible amount of violence that I ALLOWED to happen to me!!! I accept my responsiblity in this horrible relationship…I accept my responsiblity of making poor choices in life (I only had one relationship…please do not assume the worst, that I had to have someone else to fulfill me as a person), but as a person of only reasonable intelligence I accept the fact that my life had to be changed so that my children would not get hurt and would not grown accustom to this type of behavior. Please do not fool yourself and try to make yourself feel better about your life (because you were probably abused too) by thinking that my case is few and far between…rather it is the other way around! You are only weakening women and their family by giving them a crutch called, “poor me” to get them through life – life is not fair – but let’s not help these women along by giving them another excuse for bad parenting skills. Bad parenting skills did not kill little Nixzmary – her mother and her “husband” killed her. Do NOT ever forget that she allowed and participated in the disintegration of a sweet baby girl’s life!! Let’s say it for how it is!! Save the sorry excuses…you do not help other Nixzmary’s in the world – not until these STUPID, SELFISH, mother’s decide to wake up and take care of their children!!!!
February 28, 2006 at 5:08 am
Well said Jackie!
February 28, 2006 at 5:57 am
I have to agree with what much of Shanna has said, it makes sense, and because she reminds me so much of another Shanna I know. Anyhow, I think Estela is trying maybe to see Nixzaliz as a battered women, but, there is little to support this. She certainly doesn’t look like Hedda Nussbaum did. And the other thing is, there were hints that she might have been physically abusive as well, she had an open ACS case prior to meeting Cesar. Even if there were no hints of any of this, she basically used the excuse that she was feeding her other child (everyone knows about priorities)when her baby was crying “mommy, mommy, help me” Even if she felt “threatened” by Cesar, why did she tell a pack of lies when she found her daugthers cold body? She basically tried to cover it up, and even after she was in custody (away from Cesar), she continued to defend him, and give different versions of what happened (read: lying to save her azz). Sorry, smacks more of borderline personality/sociopathic traits (read: stupid freaking, no good selfish biatch), then it does battered women’s syndrome.
March 1, 2006 at 7:46 pm
did you all know that Cezar is not even married to Nixzaliz. he was basically a live in boyfreind. and he in my opinion had no right to even discipline any kids in that house. He was livin off of there government funds meant mainly for kids survival. he was a theif stealin kids food money. Nixzaliz should have just called the cops long ago and should have seeked protection order. but no she lets a stranger pedafile brutalize kids and even participate in abusing kids.
March 2, 2006 at 6:05 am
Hi Shanna
Nixzaliz could’ve cared less about anyone but herself, that’s why she let she allowed him to do what he pleased, including sexually abusing, torturing, and finally killing her baby.
Not only a theif, but, I read some article somewhere that he assaulted an asian man, much smaller than himself. I guess he wouldn’t try that on someone who would wipe the floor clean with him.
March 5, 2006 at 11:24 pm
I thank everyone for their comments about Nixzmary and the love that you have shown for her, and anger at how she was abused and died.
Let’s not have to make more comments after the fact, when a child has already died or been injured.
Let’s do something to prevent it happening, make a report when you see or suspect a child is being abused or neglected.
This can be prevented if we get involved to protect children and take a stand. Children abused inside the home do not have a voice, it has to come from YOU.
March 6, 2006 at 9:24 am
a rose for the little angel :ROSE: ….you are always missed. π¦
March 6, 2006 at 6:53 pm
To all NJ residents: The DYFS crisis and emergency hotline is 1-877-NJ-ABUSE [1-877-652-2873], if you suspect any abuse call this number. The number for New York residents is 1-800-342-3720. The Connecticut number is 1-800-624-5518. If you need a different one, go to Google search: [Your State] Child abuse number.
March 8, 2006 at 10:48 pm
These welfare hungry idiots who spread their legs every nine months to pop out another baby just so they can collect more bennies needs to stop and it needs to stop now! Of course Nixzmary was abused she was not wanted she was only needed…(her welfare) I hope nobody in Nixzaliz family gets any of those kids. They will only continue the cycle. Those poor kids need to be completely removed from that whole ‘cycle’ if you know what I mean. Also I hate that the beautiful angel was named NIXZmary..it’s like she was ”nixed” from birth…I will call her Mary! RIP Angel~baby!
March 19, 2006 at 6:30 pm
If Nixzaliz couldn’t speak English, then she should have gotten
her ass back to Puerto Rico where it belonged. Not being able to speak English is no excuse for not getting help for her family. I would have picked up something and laid him out with it during his sleep.
I wouldn’t let anyone touch my dog much less my child.
She didn’t care anything at all about any of the children; she just had them to get welfare and food stamps.
March 19, 2006 at 7:00 pm
As for as feeling sorry for the grandmother, I don’t.
She was just there right before Christmas. She couldn’t see the child was starving to death? My dog weighs 10 pounds more than Nixzmary. If Nixzmary felt confortable telling the neighbor that her parents’had said they were going to kill her and that Cesar had hit her, she felt confortable telling her Grandmother too.She begged her Gramother to let her go home with her.You know she told her what was happening too. If I hadn’t had the money myself, I would have borrowed the money from a family member until I could repay it.
Her grandmother had other family members there in New York. If they hadn’t had it, I would have found a job until I did have it. Where there is a will there is a way. The apple doesn’t usually fall far from the tree. Nixzaliz was probably just like dear old mom. The ones that I feel sorry for are sweet sweet sweet and beautiful little Nixzmary and her sibilings. I know that God and His Angels are taking care of Nixzmary. Her sibilings especially those that are older will have some very hard days ahead. One day when Edward realizes he was the one who told on her about the computer printer this will bother for the rest of his life on Earth or it would most people.
March 27, 2006 at 4:37 pm
The Grandmother was there before Christmas? I did not know that. In that case, I change my mind about wanting the Grandmother to get custody of the other children [That’s what I’v said all over], even though I don’t know where the children should end up if not with a family member.
November 5, 2006 at 8:32 pm
It’s November, and while I was in Brooklyn last Thursday, I “just happened” to see the hearing at the Kings County Courthouse for Santiago and Rodriguez.
For what I am about to say, I will most likely be condemned for, but I think it should be said. But before I do, let me just say that I still believe that both of them should go to jail for life. Well here it goes, I got to the courtroom as soon as it opened, and I was waiting for the lawyers to show up, after they showed up, Nixzmary’s mother [Nixzaliz Santiago] came in first in handcuffs. She looked different than she did in the headlines [ironically younger]. A few minutes later, her stepfather came in [Cesar Rodriguez], he looked much shorter than I expected [Whatever]. They saw me in the second row back, glanced at me a few times, then looked away, I just couldn’t take my eyes off of them.
For the first few minutes of the hearing, I had the same hostile feelings toward them that we all seem to have on this thread, I was staring at them, shaking in anger. However, after awhile as I was noticing how sad they looked, I strangely began to feel bad for them [no qualms of their guilt, just a feeling of empathy and wondering what they were thinking when they killed her]. It almost looked as if Cesar was crying, I was confused as to whether they knew what they were doing when it happened, or if they were really mentally ill. I couldn’t do or say anything in the courtroom, but I needed spiritual help. I took out a piece of paper and started writing the “Glory to God” prayer proclaiming Nixzmary as an angel.
Afterward, I talked with Santiago’s lawyer in person outside the courtroom, and she offered to tell me anything I needed to know about the case, because the judge couldn’t say anything.
Anyway, I hope they serve the time they deserve, and Nixzmary will still be an angel.
And in unrelated news… boy was New York FUN!!!! LOL
January 13, 2007 at 4:46 pm
Nixzmary,had she lived,would be eight years old.Too bad that she never got to see that day.Her birthday probably would have been filled with beatings and starving,anyway.Heaven is much better.
March 26, 2007 at 5:20 pm
I may be an 11 year old girl but i know for sure it is wrong to abuse a child. i hate people who do not care for child, not just because i am a child but because i know what is right in life. people like cesar can just go to rehab and stay there. people like him make people π¦ i need to see him syffer before i am the least bit happy but right now iwill say something to the dear darling Nixzmary
“DO NOT WORRY ANY MORE YOUR WORRIES AND TROUBLES ARE OVER. DO NOT FEEL SAD YOUR WITH GOD NOW YOUR TRUE FATHER. YOUR SAFE AND SECURE NOW!!!!!!!!”
April 11, 2007 at 6:54 pm
Please everybody take a stand and let’s not forget about Nixzmary Brown. Cesar Rodriguez and Nixzaliz Santiago (Nixzmary animal parents) are going to Trial this MONTH, APRIL 2007 and MAY 2007. Please, be there for Nixzmary and make it to at least one day of trial. Information of Court: Supreme Court Justice, 320 Jay Street, Brooklyn, NY, Judge: Priscilla Hall, Room 21 on 21st floor. The number for trial date: 718-250-2300 or 347-296-1117. PLEASE SHOW UP FOR THE TRIAL ON BEHALF OF NIXZMARY (PROSECUTION SIDE). Unfortunately, the media hasn’t spoken about Nixzmary in a while. WE NEED TO BRING NIXZMARY BACK INTO THE MEDIA!!! Take a stand against child abuse and the abuse against Nixzmary. Let’s not let Nixzmary’s death be in vain and let Nixzmary’s legacy be that of Justice. PLEASE SHOW UP TO THE TRIAL AND SEND LETTERS TO Chief Prosecutor Charles J. Hynes and Chief of staff, Ululy R. Martinez 718-931-5200. WRITE LETTERS, EMAIL AND SHOW UP. Oh yes, let’s not forget about the awful and useless A.C.S., keep writing to them about your outrage. PLEASE SHOW UP TO COURT FOR NIXZMARY. I will be there for both trials, every day.
Thanks and GOD be with Nixzmary. We all love you Nixzmary and so sorry that you weren’t helped when you were alive. PLEASE SHOW UP AT BOTH TRIALS FOR NIXZMARY BROWN.
Rosey
June 30, 2007 at 12:10 am
Rest In Peace little angel. π₯ That’s how I feel for you Nixzmary. I hope you’re treated better in heaven then how your “parents” treat you!